Its not fair 4 me?

ok every year i go 2 detroit 2 see my dad but thats the only reason i want 2 see him. i dont even like goin 2 det. and dont feel i should have 2 give up my summer 2 go somewhere i hate!! then on top of that i cant see my grandparents 4 2 months and thats not fair 4 me. what should i do??